Say something!
Come on, say something!
Why can’t I just say something?
But what am I supposed to say?
I’ve been sitting with them for ten minutes now, and I still haven’t said anything.
The longer it goes on, the harder it gets.
Why do I have to be so boring?
They probably all hate me.
They haven’t even talked to me.
Not even once.
They’re sitting there talking about something I actually know something about.
Something I can relate to.
I finally know what to say.
The exact words are right there in my head, ready to come out.
But I can’t bring myself to say them
It’s like the words are stuck in my throat.
It’s too late now.
They’ve changed the topic.
They probably would’ve ignored me anyway.
Or laughed.
That’s what they usually do.
I’m only sitting with them because it’s better than sitting alone.
Just say something!
Anything!
Say something funny.
I want to laugh with them.
But it’s always them laughing, never me.
I’m not one of them.
Perhaps I should just leave.
They probably wouldn’t even notice.
I used to talk to them just fine.
At least some of them.
But now they’re sitting here with their other friends, who are way more fun than me.
They’re probably only hanging out with me to be nice.
I understand. I wouln’d hang out with me either.

Maybe I should leave them alone if they don’t even like me anyway.

Or maybe I should just say something.